I could tell you about everything running through my heart
but you wouldn’t hear me
no one can
this face is not one I recognize
as if they’ve never known a smile
I could stare for days
at the silence
and find everything
is the same
as we left it
the things that could be right
poured into the same bucket
of everything that will go wrong
I- the untitled,
at the bottom of the well
I- the brick,
not the wish,
you hoped and prayed for.
*Giving Nelson a surprise gift during the week.
*Binge watching Breaking Bad. We’ve almost finished it.
*Playing Black Ops. I’m not a Call or Duty fan, but this one is different and a lot of fun.
*Eating at the best Mexician reaturant ever.
*Doing some shopping. I got a new lamp and more picture frames.
*Figuring out what was making me so dizzy. Apparently, it was a side effect of the antibiotic. I stopped taking it and will call the doctor tomorrow. The medicine made me more sick, who would have thought.
*Thinking about my Grandparents. It made me sad but happy too.
*Love and cuddles from my little guy.
*Celebrating the joys of each day.
Those were my highlights. What were yours?
and I could die right here.
and it would be alright. death
isn’t the worst thing that could happen.
when I take my last breath
will a well loved hand
that knows the curves of my heart
as well as he knows the curves of my body
be there with me
or will he already